I stood in my studio today, still very much under construction.
Which is to say I stood on a subfloor, surrounded by framing, with chunks of scrap wood and sawdust underfoot.
Being distracted by the potential of even those scraps because, y’know–small works!
But still—I stood in it.
Looked out through the not-yet-windows at the trees, the water, the mountain. Sucked in the cool, crisp air with just a hint of salt and thought… this is heaven.
And it all clicked.
Not in a dramatic, choir-of-angels, kind of way, dancing their way up a stairway to heaven.
More like— Oh… there you are. That quiet recognition. This is where I belong.
I walked the floor, sure. But I also stood, soaking it all in.
Over here, the paint wall. Over there, a place to teach. The cleanup sink. The potty. The coffeepot. The bunny lights (yes, I went back and bought them!)
Somewhere in the mix—storage for paint, paper, brushes, and all the miscellaneous art stuff.
Note to self: keep shelves shallow so things don’t get lost.
Then there’s the upstairs.
A loft as big as my old studio. Real stairs. Canvas storage. A desk under the window—my “office.”
I stood in corners and looked outward, imagining walls not yet finished, windows not yet installed.
And outside—A future back patio. Fence to keep the deer out and the dogs in. A table. Chairs. Pots of plants. Maybe a small garden.
But right now— Bare branches just starting to show a hint of green fuzz. Wildflowers not even close to popping.
Everything in that quiet in-between. Not done. Not empty. On its way stage.
This has been a long time coming.
Long enough that I’ve imagined this studio a hundred different ways. Long enough that it almost stopped feeling real.
There was a time I thought I might never paint again. And now here it is. Studs. Plywood. Possibility.
The kind of progress that doesn’t look like much—until you’re standing inside it.
This is what unfolding looks like. Not polished. Not finished. Not ready for company. No styled photos. No ta-da big reveal.
Just structure.
The beginning of something that will hold a whole lot more.
Same with this art business of mine.
From the outside, it looks like moments—finished work, posted images, a studio (eventually) open.
From the inside?
It’s this– Framing. Figuring out what goes where. Standing in something that doesn’t quite make sense yet and trusting it anyway.
There’s always that urge to wait. Until it’s finished. Until it looks like something. Until I feel ready.
Muse would like to note we’ve been “waiting until ready” since approximately forever.
But standing there today, in a space that is very much not finished—
This counts. This messy, half-built, still-imagining-it version. It counts!
By summer, the walls will be up.
Windows in. Trees leafed out. Wildflowers exploding everywhere.
And I’ll be in there, painting my little heart out–knowing when I set down a brush or brayer that I’ll find it again. Because, at least in those early days, things will be organized.
This week’s creative prompt: Build the frame
Skip the masterpiece.
Start the structure.
Put something down that something else can grow from.
‘Til next week–



Hello Susan,
I understand your excitement. On the other side of these states, my new studio is being painted and the deck boards are being installed and the carpenters that have been sharing their talents for what seems like FOREVER are finally on their last day here. Whew…I have gone in each night and mentally walked through where the shelving will go and how the french cleat will hold up my painting substrate. I so enjoy your posts and you have brought me hope when my bucket has been less than full. Please know I am appreciative.
Annie DeFreest
Oh, lucky you, Annie! You’re practically in your new studio!!! How exciting for you!
I’m VERY interested in that French cleat you mentioned. I’m assuming it’s for your painting wall? I’ve been going over all sorts of ideas from screws in the studs to pegboards. I’ve gone through all of them at one time or another and always thought there could be something better. Let me know how that works for you because I might have to give it a try!
Glad to hear that I help fill your bucket from time to time. We all need that!
xo